Friday, March 23, 2012
spoons + willpower = ?
The book I've been reading is Willpower: Rediscovering the Greatest Human Strength. My interest was originally piqued when I read this interview between The Happiness Project's Gretchen Rubin and Willpower co-author John Tierney. I'm only about halfway through the book, but I'm fascinated by the contemporary anecdotes, historical figures, and psychological research that fill the chapters. One of the phenomena that Tierney and his co-author Roy F. Baumeister (a leading researcher on self-control) focus on in the early chapters is the concept that willpower is a finite resource that becomes depleted as we use it. Though they divide willpower into four broad categories (control of thoughts, control of emotions, impulse control, and performance control), they note that we "use the same stock of willpower for all manner of tasks." For people with chronic pain, research suggests that our stock of willpower is consistently depleted by all the energy we expend trying to ignore our pain. No wonder we're consistently short on both energy and "will."
My pain levels have increased again in the past week and I'm not sure why. Likely it's a combination of med changes, the weather, the absurdly high pollen count, and some added work and school stress. As my pain goes up, my productivity (and mental sharpness) goes way down. I've had a few insights about willpower and chronic illness while reading Baumeister and Tierney's book, but I think I'll hold off on talking about them until I finish it. In the meantime, let's hope I can get a handle on this latest round of pain.
I hope everyone else is having a good week, despite this unseasonably warm weather all over the US. For my readers from elsewhere (Australia, NZ, England, Europe...): has your weather been strange? Or are we just in the midst of a North American heat wave?